Why are you telling all my life without me? Why are you doing this? Why make it so hard on us? Where are you? I accept you. I am ready. I do not care about anything else. If you do accept me, then you have to go and take the ENTIRE ARMY and "the collective" with you and you have to stop stealing my life and my hurt and pain for your stories and financial gain.keep it all. I do not think I deserve to be haunted by ghosts of Christmas past All I am guilty of is putting the pieces together. A person should be rewarded not haunted. You are guilty of standing in the shadows only to show a glimpse every now and then to keep me distant and close and at the same time. You are guilty of running. You are guilty of not trusting me or allowing me the chance. Make a choice. No one is capable of what I am doing and have done. But you want to still haunt my loneliness instead of accepting as I accept you. Make a choice. This new year, I hope you choose to accept me and stop running from and run too. This new year, Either you have to leave or I am leaving you. Staygold91111