In the past, my adminship application was really stressful, and it had much drama. However, I will be sharing my experiences before, during, and after the application.

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When returning to Wikipedia, I was greeted with 37 notifications (36 sans a Commons talk page message). Most of the notifications were talk page messages, but I immediately went there and decided to withdraw, among other things. But upon reading the messages, I then realized that my RfA was closed as a "NOTNOW". I was shocked...