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Thinhin of you

Joined 24 May 2010

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Hello. My nickname is thinhin_of_you. Some people often mistaken me with "thinkin(g) of you," but "Oh no, you didn't!" My birth name is Vü Düc Thinh, or Thinh for short, which explains why I choose thinhin_of_you, not "thinkin(g) of you." — Just a way to make sure that my name is more stupid and "unique"; ok, more for the stupid aspect! (Some sorts like "Thinh is thinking about you!" or whatever [stupid] it is!!)

In my entire life, I've owned 3 alter egos: thinhin_of_you, buzzworthy, and βoy Ünder Ғlowers.

  • Meanwhile, the middle one, buzzworthy, is an expert casual game vegetarian. He is the nicest yes simplest guy of all threes. He just wanna play and self-enjoy himself by being sank in casual gaming world. And damn him, buzzworthy found Dream Chronicles, and was obsessed with it during the 2007 — 2011 span. Ya know, he is stuck his ass with it forever, even when there isn't any Dream Chronicles game to be released anymore. ♠ He's just a dreamer, not a big person. → buzzworthy is the "angel" a.k.a. good person of myself. — The one of thoughts, considerations, and hopes.
  • When it comes to "the last term," I know it will be huge and hard-hitting. The last guy, βoy Ünder Ғlowers, is the sickest, most stupid, arrogant, painful, and hurtful ego. I'm not sure what he really wants from me but I stay, deal, and challenge with him just fine. — Just like the way I've dealt with my motherƒucker reflection. βoy Ünder Ғlowers is actually ~ finally ~ my sincerest reflection of 'em all. ♣ → βoy Ünder Ғlowers is the "demon" a.k.a. evil person of myself. — The one of actions, plans, and ambitions.

They may be really good, but they can be really really bad bad (-ass) guys. I love them, that's why they become my alter egos, my identities, and my advisers. They help me find myself, challenge myself, and most of all: Show me the world's teeth. :) It's cool, right?! By the way, before talking to me, you should find out or ask who I am/which ego I am being, unless you wanna mess up with the wrong personas! =]]

My timelines edit

§ CHAPTER 1 | January 1992 — April 2006: The 14 first years of my life were as vague as they could be because I did not have much to remember

  • CHAPTER 1.1 | January 1992 — August 1998: More 6.5 first years of some forgettable, unclear childhood memories in lifetime
During the 6 first years of my childhood, I was too young (as natural as it was), and ya know what: I hardly remember anything about this era. Even if yes, I assure that I should forget all about it. I mean ~ c'mon ~ I'm looking foward to the future, not looking (and regretting about) the past. — That isn't my favorite move! — That was when I lived like the fairytales that I red. :)
  • CHAPTER 1.2 | September 1998 — August 2003: Full 5 years of exploring the whole new world around with best [natural] efforts
Well, I was quite naive and vulnerable and totally brilliant at learning during this era. The thing [that] I love best [about it] was that everything was still too cool and new and awesome. I took time to explore everything, and learnt how this world motivates! — And it didn't take so long [right when I was only at the 1st grade] before I became the Top Student!
  • CHAPTER 1.3 | September 2003 — April 2006: Almost 3 years of many unexpectedly twisted changes & surprises leading to a huge leap with Koal
I kept exploring the world but that's the point: I explored some things I shouldn't have [explored] for a kid and a half-human and half-monster like me. Yeah! Changes and surprises came to me suddenly as they had to be. I failed some times. But as long as you can see me here, I've quite been through all of these shits. About my education, I was less "brilliant" than the previous era but I gained some significant power, and became the Most Powerful Student in my class. Just glorious ol' days, ol' days...
And there was a huge leap with a friend named Koal in the end of this era, I must say it changed my life completely so so SO much!!!

§ CHAPTER 2 | May 2006 — August 2010: More than 4 years of balancing and reliving from the Koal Shock

  • CHAPTER 2.1 | May 2006 — June 2008: Full 2 years of realizing, rebooting, restarting, & reinventing myself for the better [challenging] future
After the huge leap, I continued living as I needed to, without Koal, though I faced lots of troubles from moving on of that story. It was one of very hard years for me in my life. I realized who I am and how I am "positioned" in the world that I live in. It slowly buried me from the inside, day by day; and it's not until mid-2010 that I could freely move on from that story. It was a very private story, and I truly, rarely, barely told anyone at all. The world outside seemed to be collapsed, and I deemed myself too vulnerable at that time. It's hard to believe that I'd never been sad like that before and even afterwards. It broke me down, but it also started building another person. Maybe it's the person that you see [me] today. Or maybe it's just still me but with an awkward mask.
In mid-2007, I started studying at the high school. I met so many [types of] people, learned so many [forms of] life-lessons. My personas were basically changed after I've been through that era. I, once again, was less "brilliant" (or "more stupid" as motherƒucker reflection normally implied) than the previous eras. Though it finally turned out that I was the hardest and toughest learner! Maybe only a few "paper lessons" were absorbed in my head, but I earned so many valuable real-world lessons that has created a Vü Düc Thinh today, who is quite distinguishing with my (again) motherƒucker reflection, and ~ of course ~ any other motherƒucker hater in this world, who never tries their slightest bits to get me!
  • CHAPTER 2.2 | July 2008 — August 2009: ...That was then I finally found my greatest idol ever!!!
For the FIRST TIME EVER IN MY LIFE, I finally found someone who ACTUALLY inspired me. It's no other than Lady Gaga! She has taught me a lot and still. She deserves ANYTHING she has got. She's been really paving ways for freaks, outcasts, losers like me to keep trying & fighting harder for what we believe! She was a freaky beauty then. Now she's still freaky but has got so much influences on youth all around the world. Yes, she DOES. I saw her and there was a BIGBANG!! explosion between us. The rest is history. And she is a real deal, I must say.
  • CHAPTER 2.3 | September 2009 — August 2010: It's been a pretty long time since I found someone like Kristal who made me felt happy again and I self-made myself [being so] too
As I look back at this era, it's so ridiculous, cool, enchanted, bullshit, crazy, inappropriate that I'll always remember it for the rest of my life, even when it's totally ended with a down-lifting note now. It's when I met Kristal, how I didn't met Kristal, met again, not meet again, then met again, and finally never met again!! Kristal was a superstar-in-its-glory-way at my high school, looked flawless and was very pretty charming. I was just.... staring at Kristal whenever I've got breaktime. It's both fuckin' miserable AND worth-to-be-miserable at the same time, something that I'd never forget because of how strange it was. High school ended, no hello nor goodbye, because we're still strangers anyway...
And after all of these shits we've been through (separately), we still are. It was another mixed feeling in my life! I realized how Kristal had to be in that way & how invisible I am in the society. So I started myself an important mission in my life, which is I'm gonna be a game-changer!

§ CHAPTER 3 | September 2010 — present: Spending years of liberating myself as an artist, revolutionary, & fighter

  • CHAPTER 3.1 | September 2010 — May 2012: Almost 2 years of "being reborn again and again until I find the identity inside myself that defines me best for who I am and that makes me most feel like a champion of life"
In the latter half of 2010, I started coming to Police Academy staying and studying. There were lots of things happening. And yes, as usual, arguments & conflicts between me & my roommates / classmates / teachers happened so frequent that they eventually ended up giving up on me. Either they gave up on me, or I gave up on them is far to be answered. But I guess, no one was truly HAPPY. On the positive sides, I became stronger, fiercer, more confident, fearless, and less stupid. I taught them as much as they taught me, unless that they actually did more than me!
I ultimately believe that life is an adventurous journey, cuz I'm living between the reality and fantasy all the time. — Clearly, that both enhances myself and confuses people around me so much. So packing on my belt ~ ƒamily, ƒriends, Monsters, and Dreamers ~ I'm dealing and fighting for any struggles or obstacles that come to me; as well as enjoying the treatment (in both good and bad ways) that they would be bringing to me. Because this world is full of prejudiced, hateful, cruel, evil, selfish, self-arrogant, injustice things & people. While all I wanna do is OPPOSITE: "I just wanna be free, I just wanna be me."
  • CHAPTER 3.2 | June 2012 — present: ...Then I've got a friend named Charming whom I could be confident to call him my first truly "best friend"
The best thing about life is to expect the unexpected things. Never had I thought that in my eternally miserable states, someone would came and changed the rest of it. Charming is one of those rare friends that I feel completely, gratefully blessed to find and befriend with. We spent the first year of our friendship understanding each other & doing great things together. He's just 6-months-older than me, but guess what, we [great minds] think alike. :) That would be the thing that brings us together; however, it also could be the one that might drift us away. Time will tell whether we'd be soulmates, as we hope for, or not. Somehow, I never truly mind much about the cons of the future. I've got an amazing, human-like, art-loving, thoughtful, freedom / peace / equality-supporting, and generous friend. — It's already kinda thankful, right?! ;) I know that one day we all gotta move on, but as I once declared, I cherish every single moment that I've got with him in our strong friendship. :D ...I actually can't wait to unfold what the future holds for us! :)
In 2012, I also turned FULL 20 years old, and hundreds of things happened out of my imagination. Through sticks and stones, I wrapped a rollercoaster-ized, bittersweet, and f**king perfect year biting almost all of a young life’s spices. I'd reconciled with my long lost friends (the past, including Koal), befriended with many awesome friends (the present, including Kristal & Charming), and would be willing to meet more new, great friends (the future). I challenged my present friends, and also dumped lots of ungraceful friends. I became bigger, fatter, thicker, fairer; yet remain what my people love about me. Understanding how truly flawed myself is, sometimes I feel deeply insecure, hopeless, and faithless; however it won't ever prevent me from being happy and living fully with my people. I’m totally secured about the standing point that I’m holding now as I’m looking forward to do more and more of myself in the future; even it’s meant to have more shit and sound. :)
I deadly know that I'll be alone, rejected, & left out. Obviously, I AM being this! But I don't feel sorry, because that the way I choose!! Being born to live this beautiful life and living a loser's miserable life are biggest grants I've ever received from God. I don't care if someone supports me or hears me or helps me. In the end, I am still the one who helps myself and pick my shit up. (Just looking at Lady Gaga: She fights for millions of freaks and outcasts in this world, but still feels like "a loser" sometimes. — That's a TRUE HERO.) I'll continue following the path [Gaga]'s been inspiring, I utterly know that someday I can find my own place & my own people. The point is to live as I am & fight for what I believe, other things don't matter. After all, I cannot suffer a bullshit life forever, I'll die someday, and if this day happens, I wanna be sure that I'm happy with everything that I've done. Cuz I'm already a loser, and I refuse to lose. Yeah, I'm TOO rebellious to lose!!!

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