i exist, living and breathing, still on this earth, in flesh and bone. not in virtual-land. not in heaven or hell. yet. i am here in wikipedia as i enjoy and admire it, and pushed by friends and admirers of a graffiti artist, john howard. as fate would have it, he happens to be my father, giving me somewhat exclusive access to one rather reclusive, well-known character. with it, perhaps some responsibility to write something...