law & order svu
olivia finds out abt your
self harming
btw in the story line your granddaughter
you’re staying over at elliots when you see olivia walk in. To you olivia is like your bestie she runs over and hugs you, you wince as her arm tuggs your wrist she glances at you in confusion “Are you ok Y/N?” she whispers softly waiting for your reply “Yes im fine its nothing olivia” you reassure her, trying to change the subject but she knows what you’re doing she gently pushes your sleeve up seeing the cuts and scars you let out sobs trying to explain but can’t breath olivia comforting you trying not to cry herself calms you down just a little bit “Its ok Y/N its ok let it out honey don’t bottle it up.” you’re sitting there crying your eyes out trying to find words to explain olivia hugs you tightly elliot walks in liv signs him to leave the room “Why?” you say trying to stop crying once and for all but it gets too much you can’t express in words how you feel “why what baby?” liv whispers softly in your ear which calms you down for a moment “Why am i so messed up i do nothing but make worse for everyone i only screw up!” you vent you mind away olivia can tell you are venting “No you do-“ you cut olivia off as you keep on speaking and then she sees you pick at your nails she pulls you in for a hug as you have needed one she doesn’t know how she let it get this bad “Im so sorry i let it get this bad sweetheart!” she exclaims feeling guilty your only 12 12! “It’s not your fault olivia.” you say trying to get her not to blame herself because you know how it feels and its not good “Well its not yours either!” she coos at you to tell her more even though she knows you’re uncomfortable talking about it “So Y/N when did this start honey and be honest!” she says and you know that she will be able to tell you’re lying “1 year ago when my dad left!” you say trying to keep your tears at bay but there is to much olivia hugs you as your tears fall on her t-shirt she whispers in your ear “Y/N honey please do not blame yourself for that” she trys to reassure you but she knows its too late you already have blamed yourself for everything “I will try not to.” but you already have olivia thought why didn’t i see how much pain she was in? she blames herself a little bit too “Its gonna be okay but you going to have to talk to someone i know its hard but it will help yeah?” she says in a sweet, soft tone wondering what you did to deserve this “Okay.” you nod while your sleeping st Elliot’s olivia fills him in about what had happened he felt so bad he hadn’t seen your pain he couldn’t do anything about the past but he helped you in the future. you weren’t stupid you knew olivia was telling elliot you couldn’t help but feel upset they didn’t deserve to deal with your pain and anger although they understand were it comes from you think they don’t
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